Honestly is it wasn't for my Girlfriend and some of my mates I think I have honestly come to a point of my life that I don't want to live anymore. Every day is a constant struggle, living in severe pain, not sleeping, Still no closer to getting any answer.
If I think back 10 months ago my life was perfect, I had a fat bank account, business was going well, life was just epic.
So for all those guys that take it for granted, don't..It can change at any moment.
Just needed to vent a bit.

