Competitively. And I actually love it. Strange I know, but I like the structure and the competitive nature of it, just finding a constant team that is a headache.
For example with CSGO. We had set Strat Days, Set Friendly Game Days, Set messing around days and Set Match days. And I like it that way.
But that is the kind of characteristic I have. I do everything a bit too competitive and full out. Nothing in between. Probably why so few SP captivate me