Quote Originally Posted by Hagan View Post
Ever since my brother told me to "focus on my K/D" (Battlefield 3 days), I've been very hard on myself for the want of "being 'good' at games", which I'm not.

This literally puts in a state of depression when I feel to myself "I suck at games" which happens a lot.

I used to get angry and use a lot of profanity - now it's simply just depression.
Gaming is not worthy of your depression. I suggest getting GTA V, steal a plane *in GTA* then fly around listening to the in game radio.
then use the in game editor to make a movie of the joy ride.
Its the greatest destresser ever.